WOW

Jun 09, 2005 01:53

Ok, well, I have a boyfriend. His name is Dave, he's 30 (31 in a week), and he is freaking amazing. We had an awesome weekend hanging out together, watching baseball games, hanging out with his parents and friends. At one point, he put his arms around me and said "I'm in shock, honestly. I've never been like this with a girl before." And when he said "like this" he meant that he like could not walk away from me. We were always holding hands and kissing and cuddling. At the bar he constantly had his arms around me, if he walked away to buy a drink, he kissed me first, walked about 2 steps, then came back and kissed me again, then got his drink.

And this is a guy I knew when I was a kid! My parents know his parents and vice versa. Wow. How ironic how life moves in circles.

We talk on the phone every night for HOURS since we can't be together (he lives almost 3 hours away). It's been truly amazing, and I'm actually happy. I am amazed.

Ty can tell something's up and has been very shitty to me the past couple of days at work. I've been wanting to see him, so I asked if he wanted to go out with us tomorrow night since there's a HUGE group going, and he said he'd probably rather stay home and watch "Law and Order." Whatever. I wish I didn't still love him. I wish I didn't want to cling to him every time I saw him. How is it possible to love someone and hate them at the same time?

But, back to the good news....I have a boyfriend!!!!! Hahahahahahahahaha

"I'm walking on sunshine..."
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