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No matter how hard I try, I feel like I'm never good enough. Maybe I try too hard?
I just want to be happy with myself and pleasant around others. It seems I repel all my friends away when I'm feeling low. I don't want to depress the people I love just because I am feeling depressed. I wish there was a way to balance this out. I want to tell people that I am not a grumpy person. I have this bad habit of putting myself down. I don't really HATE myself as much as it seems like I do at times. I just love to laugh and mess around and sing. I don't like it when I am everyone's buzz-kill.
I just want to be happy with myself and pleasant around others. It seems I repel all my friends away when I'm feeling low. I don't want to depress the people I love just because I am feeling depressed. I wish there was a way to balance this out. I want to tell people that I am not a grumpy person. I have this bad habit of putting myself down. I don't really HATE myself as much as it seems like I do at times. I just love to laugh and mess around and sing. I don't like it when I am everyone's buzz-kill.