woah.
I'm soooo freakin' tired right now. The swim meet tonight was a success, but it left me with zero energy. Why am I not in bed? Oh yeah...it's because I pretty much have no time to myself anymore, and if you know me well at all, you realize that "me-time" is necessary for my own sanity. So I'm debating in my mind which is worse, being dead-tired tomorrow, or going insane because I haven't spent time with myself...I honestly can't decide, but I did choose to update because I need to get this random stuff out. So sorry if you're bored...but really, no one is forcing you to read this...so, go ahead, be bored...and have fun being bored because I don't have time to be bored these days...oh well...I'm dealing.
On a happier, higher note, (I do like high notes) I would like to announce that I'm done worrying about stuff that doesn't matter. I've allowed the worry monster to creep in and steal my joy, and I'm just tired of that. So I kicked him out, and things have been going alot smoother since he's been gone. Stress is at a minimum...although compared to other people's stress...well, they would freak out if they were in my shoes, but anyway, the point being...a better attitude=less annoyance. I'm pretty sure it's a scientific fact....*snicker*
*hold me when I'm scared, hold me when I'm alone, hold me when my heart can't seem to find home. hold me tonight, hold me to sleep, let me rest in your arms because your promises you keep. hold me through the question "why" hold me till all my tears run dry...just hold me...*
sorry...the above was random, but that's somewhat how I feel right now...or at least part of this strange mixture of emotions...the annoying part is that I can't figure out why I'm feeling this way...I just am. And I don't really know what else to write, but I feel like writing...and it's driving me crazy. You know what, I'm not really making sense anymore...it's time to get some sleep. I mean, really, why am I doing this to myself?
happy comments are much appreciated...
On a happier, higher note, (I do like high notes) I would like to announce that I'm done worrying about stuff that doesn't matter. I've allowed the worry monster to creep in and steal my joy, and I'm just tired of that. So I kicked him out, and things have been going alot smoother since he's been gone. Stress is at a minimum...although compared to other people's stress...well, they would freak out if they were in my shoes, but anyway, the point being...a better attitude=less annoyance. I'm pretty sure it's a scientific fact....*snicker*
*hold me when I'm scared, hold me when I'm alone, hold me when my heart can't seem to find home. hold me tonight, hold me to sleep, let me rest in your arms because your promises you keep. hold me through the question "why" hold me till all my tears run dry...just hold me...*
sorry...the above was random, but that's somewhat how I feel right now...or at least part of this strange mixture of emotions...the annoying part is that I can't figure out why I'm feeling this way...I just am. And I don't really know what else to write, but I feel like writing...and it's driving me crazy. You know what, I'm not really making sense anymore...it's time to get some sleep. I mean, really, why am I doing this to myself?
happy comments are much appreciated...