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Well, the year is closing and I'm getting more and more anxious. I wish this year would just end so I can get on with being a senior. Life has been ok, I guess. Chris and I are constantly fighting, something we shouldn't be doing since we split up. Travis came over Monday and it was so great. I worked 6-2 and he rode his bike all the way from East Avenue to see me, in the rain. I was so shocked!! He told me last night that he wants to be with me, he's just tired of relationships, which is something I completely understand. I'm ok with that, because he also said we'll be together soon, he just thinks we both need some time since we just got out of relationships. I really like him, he's so great to hang around. We laughed all day Monday, until our stomachs hurt, that's how great it was. And at first, I thought he just saw me as a friend, until he said the things he said that made me realize that what's between us is greater than friendship. I dunno, I don't wanna get too caught up in him because I always seem to get hurt everytime I do that. I'll let him come to me, just like my mom said. And I'm sure he will. I g2g, time to call Travis and laugh my ass off.