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Well, I know I haven't written in a while, but life has been crazy as hell. Let's see, Friday was the APUSH exam, and I think I did ok. Nothing interesting has happened to me lately, except that Chris and I will be together for 10 months on the 29th, a damn long time. I dunno, I'm not feeling like the love is gone, I just feel like we aren't as strong as we used to be. I think it's because this sophomore named Kevin has been around me alot, and we are physically attracted to eachother, that I'm having doubts. Chris is my best friend, the man of my dreams, hopefully the father of my children, but I think Kevin is that force of temptation that jumps in every once and a while. This has happened once before, but I just can't resist him. He is so sexy. Light brown skin, dark eyes, tall, handsome, the ideal black man. But I don't think he could give me all the things Chris can. He prolly couldn't give me love like Chris can, and I think I just need to forget about Kevin because even though we are just friends, he always seems to give Chris the green-eyed monster. Oh well, Chris is coming over tomorrow evening, so hopefully we can talk then. I love him so much, and I don't wanna lose him. I just feel lust every once and a while. Oh well, time to go do my sit-ups! Oh yeah, I've finally hit my 15-lb mark, I'm so happy! 35 lbs to go!