repeat from myspace blog...sorry dont shoot me.
i dont caret that this is a repeat from my myspace blog....im obviously pissed which is why im doing this.
note though how i dont mention names...
the person im talking about knows who they are.
you know what sucks?
Flying 3000miles to be with the people you consider your friends and they cant even take the time to call you, so instead you call them every day for the first week feeling like a damn stalker,
so the one day when you have a way to get away for the day they decide that maybe they will try and call you on the good chance that youll be in.
But no...you're not.
So they then drive to the area that you are in (unbeknownst to you) and you find out from another friend that this friend who you have been trying to reach pretty much every day since you arrived, is in the area.
So again you make attempts to contact her... but to no avail. noones picking up.
Then you head out with the other friend to the general hang out place of the friend you have been trying to contact,...and you find out shes not there.
So with the other friend you decide well you're hungry and you have to bring the other friend back soon, so 'hey...why not go get some food'.
Whilst you're waiting to get your food, the other friend again trys to contact the friend you really wanted to see and you find out that if you want to see the friend youve been trying to contact YOU have to make your way to the area you were at previously...the friend youve been trying to contact cant make a quick 5min drive (according to her) to see you but you of course should be able to.
But that wasnt possible because as mentioned before, you had to bring the other friend back so you could give the car back to its original owner (who is one of your closest friends , i just thought i would mention that )because...well its not your car.
So you drop the other friend off, get dropped off at the house and then,....you sit there....all upset that you apparantly mean so little.
so you decide well maybe you should mention it to the friend youve been trying to contact so you send them a text message expressing your feelings...
to which you then get the reply
"...if i can drive over an hour to see you and you cant drive 5 min to see me your not worth it."
hhmm....well lets see... first, said friend says they tried calling you 3 times throughout the day but never reached you...with that in mind, they still drove down to the area that you are in...and again apparantly tried to call you ...you however were not in the house, therefore that person driving down to the area you are staying, is not there just because of you otherwise they wouldve made sure that you were available...
that not being the case telling me im not worth it to drive 5 min when i spent over $800 and travelled over 15hours to get here to see the people that mean so much to me.....
so dont go telling me im not worth it when i can give out so much of what i dont have to see those that mean something to me...I AM fucking worth it....at least to those who count....
and those of you who know me well enough, know damn well that i do whatever i can to see those of you that i love....but well...now i know where i stand with some people....
and THAT everybody is what sucks!!!!
note though how i dont mention names...
the person im talking about knows who they are.
you know what sucks?
Flying 3000miles to be with the people you consider your friends and they cant even take the time to call you, so instead you call them every day for the first week feeling like a damn stalker,
so the one day when you have a way to get away for the day they decide that maybe they will try and call you on the good chance that youll be in.
But no...you're not.
So they then drive to the area that you are in (unbeknownst to you) and you find out from another friend that this friend who you have been trying to reach pretty much every day since you arrived, is in the area.
So again you make attempts to contact her... but to no avail. noones picking up.
Then you head out with the other friend to the general hang out place of the friend you have been trying to contact,...and you find out shes not there.
So with the other friend you decide well you're hungry and you have to bring the other friend back soon, so 'hey...why not go get some food'.
Whilst you're waiting to get your food, the other friend again trys to contact the friend you really wanted to see and you find out that if you want to see the friend youve been trying to contact YOU have to make your way to the area you were at previously...the friend youve been trying to contact cant make a quick 5min drive (according to her) to see you but you of course should be able to.
But that wasnt possible because as mentioned before, you had to bring the other friend back so you could give the car back to its original owner (who is one of your closest friends , i just thought i would mention that )because...well its not your car.
So you drop the other friend off, get dropped off at the house and then,....you sit there....all upset that you apparantly mean so little.
so you decide well maybe you should mention it to the friend youve been trying to contact so you send them a text message expressing your feelings...
to which you then get the reply
"...if i can drive over an hour to see you and you cant drive 5 min to see me your not worth it."
hhmm....well lets see... first, said friend says they tried calling you 3 times throughout the day but never reached you...with that in mind, they still drove down to the area that you are in...and again apparantly tried to call you ...you however were not in the house, therefore that person driving down to the area you are staying, is not there just because of you otherwise they wouldve made sure that you were available...
that not being the case telling me im not worth it to drive 5 min when i spent over $800 and travelled over 15hours to get here to see the people that mean so much to me.....
so dont go telling me im not worth it when i can give out so much of what i dont have to see those that mean something to me...I AM fucking worth it....at least to those who count....
and those of you who know me well enough, know damn well that i do whatever i can to see those of you that i love....but well...now i know where i stand with some people....
and THAT everybody is what sucks!!!!