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Ugh! What did I do so wrong?! I can never do anything right. Someone says something mean and I piss them off with somethign worse and who gets in trouble?! ME!. FUCK IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. Once again my wonderful evening has to turn into another horrible and depressing night, but Im getting used to them since I have them soo very often now. I tried to tell my mom that I hurt my leg and then Mike comes out with the "She has cellulite, and she's only 14!" OK WHO THE FUCK CARES?! IM SORRY THAT A 41 YEAR OLD GUY CANT TAKE A 14 YEAR OLD TELLING HIM OFF BC SHE KNOWS SHES FAT! UGH! WHY THE FUCK CANT HE GET A LIFE?! "You dont do anything around the house, so Im going to make you pick up the dog shit in the backyar bc Im your stepfather and you dont do anything around the house and if you tell me that you dont have to listen to me bc Im not your father, we'll just see what happends. I dare ya!" Thats my wonderful life, getting dared to do something and getting shit for it! GOD I HATE IT! I could name 10,12 things right now if I wanted to type them that I do fucking do around the house! NICOLE'S THE ONE WHO DOESNT DO SHIT AROUND HERE! Brittany only cleans her room [ONCE IN A GREAT FUCKING WHILE, AND THATS ONLY WHEN SHE'S TOLD THAT SHE CANT GO OUT UNTIL ITS CLEAN] and does her OWN fucking laundry! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! IT'S NOT MY FAULT IM THE MIDDLE CHILD! MY MOM DIDNT HAVE TO HAVE NICOLE! GOD! FUCK IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE!
IM SORRY THAT IM A FAT, STUPID, WORTHLESS KID THAT DOES EVERYTHING AROUND THIS HOUSE, DOES GOOD IN SCHOOL, AND DOESNT ENOUGH SLEEP BC IM UP MOST OF THE NIGHT CRYING! SO FUCK YOU!
I cant take this much longer, somethings gonna give. Something has to go. And I think I'll regret it in the longrun..=(