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ok so its been along time since i wrote on lj. the new year is already 1/12 over. so for those of you that dont know i have a new girlfriend her name is amanda. i kind of question how long she'll actually want to be with me, i am already pretty attached o hate going one night without her.... i hate it i really do. i have never felt like this before nor have i had anyone remotely actually interested in me. it hurts knowing that tonight i wont be seeing her