my muse returned today

[justm]

I was actually able to sit down and write a poem today. How bizarre. I haven't been able to find the words in nearly three years. It's depressing and it's definitely not up to par with what I used to write, but here it is for what it's worth.

I go through my day to day routine
With a gaping void in my vacant soul,
Searching for something that can fill it
And again make my empty life whole.
I can't think of one more way to say I'm sorry
And I cannot to this reality be reconciled.
The thought of living every day without you
Turns my thoughts and emotions wild.
So I sit here and wonder will I ever
Find the path to win forgiveness
Because I know that I will never
Be content with one friend less.