When in distress and worry O_o go to bed...
Matt says I don't tell him things. I guess we just don't hardly ever have really deep conversations. Of course, it's a mutual thing. It's not as if he pours his soul out to me and I just sit there like a bump on a log. At least, I hope that's not how it is. I'd tell him anything, but I suppose I'm not so voluntary with really personal things. I don't tell most people my problems and things though. Sometimes I do. It's just it's a rare occasion that I need to talk to someone about all that stuff. You see, problems come and go so quickly that sometimes by the time you've explained them to someone, they've already worked themselves out, or changed dramatically or some odd thing like that. And sometimes when my problems (and the like) are told, another problem (and the like) is created. It's a crazy world we're living in, isn't it. Besides, I'd like to think of myself as a really good listener, and a lot of people come to me and ask for advice, etc. So it's not problems necessarily that I have a tough time with, mostly it's my own.
Anyways, yesterday I went to church (barely made it in time for Sunday school). Amber looked glad to see me though. Almost everyone in my family's been sick, well we all have, and most of them aren't quite over it yet, so I was the only one who attended church.
Today was rather mediocre. I didn't really do anything exciting or out of the ordinary. Just the usual. Get up, eat, clean routine with the occasional break for television.
I think Matt might be upset with me. I hope not. *sigh* I hate it when he gets upset with me. Sometimes I feel like I upset him and annoy him and irritate him far too much and far too often. I assure myself that I'm only being stupid and making assumptions, and I'm sure he's not upset half as oft as I sometimes think, but still, I find myself feelling like a disappointment.
Not just to Matt, mind you, but to many. That only adds to the problem. Problem,I hate that word. Not only because I almost always type a g instead of a b, but for previously stated reasons. Anyways, there I go rambling about nothing. I tend to do that far too much. *sigh* And I know tomorrow, or even later tonight I'll go back and read this and ask myself why I wrote it down for everyone to see since it's a passing thought and the problem is only there for a time. Proving my own point once again...I'm going to shut up about this...O_o heh.
Well something good happened today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We got our FURNACE FIXED!!! It was very exciting. I guess all we needed was a new ignitor switch or some odd thing. At least we're not all walking around in blankets anymore. Though I will admit, it did help us to appreciate something we'd all taken for granted. Lessons in the little things, eh? Anyhow, I think I'll go for now. Might add more later.
Anyways, yesterday I went to church (barely made it in time for Sunday school). Amber looked glad to see me though. Almost everyone in my family's been sick, well we all have, and most of them aren't quite over it yet, so I was the only one who attended church.
Today was rather mediocre. I didn't really do anything exciting or out of the ordinary. Just the usual. Get up, eat, clean routine with the occasional break for television.
I think Matt might be upset with me. I hope not. *sigh* I hate it when he gets upset with me. Sometimes I feel like I upset him and annoy him and irritate him far too much and far too often. I assure myself that I'm only being stupid and making assumptions, and I'm sure he's not upset half as oft as I sometimes think, but still, I find myself feelling like a disappointment.
Not just to Matt, mind you, but to many. That only adds to the problem. Problem,I hate that word. Not only because I almost always type a g instead of a b, but for previously stated reasons. Anyways, there I go rambling about nothing. I tend to do that far too much. *sigh* And I know tomorrow, or even later tonight I'll go back and read this and ask myself why I wrote it down for everyone to see since it's a passing thought and the problem is only there for a time. Proving my own point once again...I'm going to shut up about this...O_o heh.
Well something good happened today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We got our FURNACE FIXED!!! It was very exciting. I guess all we needed was a new ignitor switch or some odd thing. At least we're not all walking around in blankets anymore. Though I will admit, it did help us to appreciate something we'd all taken for granted. Lessons in the little things, eh? Anyhow, I think I'll go for now. Might add more later.