im so tired..
Life.. i hate being a teenagere theres too much.. I dont know im soo sick of it all.. im tired worn out and just sick of a lot of bull shit. I havent partied latly which im actually kinda happy about.. im slowly regaining my brain cells.. unfortunatly ive been a slacker *go figure end of the year* and i havent really been doing my shit. Which has been ugh killing me... being yelled at by ur teachers blahblahblah and all of that other bull shit. hey! im excited for the summer.. summertime ladedaaa finally unfortunatlly i'll probably be working most of my summer.. thank god for fake tanning..
Conffuzing conffuzing it seems my mind just races about everything.. that i have to make decisions Right NOW that i dont wanna make.. I would tell u what they are but i really dont feel the need too.. Its as if im only 16 but im 21 over night. i dont understand why people seem to need to put a hole bunch of pressure on me*family* its as if im never good enough i never do anything right b.s. but i dont really care anymore its as if that doesnt even faze me what they say.. maybe it does maybe it doesnt how do i know? i havent really sat down and thought about anything latly theres just too much too doo.. *sigh*
In the end..i know what i need to do, what i must do. Yeah it'll be hard but i know whats best for myself i know i like to ignore this fact cuz frankly i get sick of being the one taking care of myself.. ive basically been on my own for a really long time. But i know whose right whose wrong.. what he said in 6th i know is the truth. ive been avoiding the truth for almost a year can i continue? should I? the truth... its a scary thing what will i do then? i dont know... I dont know anymore.
Conffuzing conffuzing it seems my mind just races about everything.. that i have to make decisions Right NOW that i dont wanna make.. I would tell u what they are but i really dont feel the need too.. Its as if im only 16 but im 21 over night. i dont understand why people seem to need to put a hole bunch of pressure on me*family* its as if im never good enough i never do anything right b.s. but i dont really care anymore its as if that doesnt even faze me what they say.. maybe it does maybe it doesnt how do i know? i havent really sat down and thought about anything latly theres just too much too doo.. *sigh*
In the end..i know what i need to do, what i must do. Yeah it'll be hard but i know whats best for myself i know i like to ignore this fact cuz frankly i get sick of being the one taking care of myself.. ive basically been on my own for a really long time. But i know whose right whose wrong.. what he said in 6th i know is the truth. ive been avoiding the truth for almost a year can i continue? should I? the truth... its a scary thing what will i do then? i dont know... I dont know anymore.