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May 14, 2006 19:26

ahh, a glimpse into the old livejournal.

life has changed for me so much. i'm working at the ann taylor in greenville, sc.. and making an 1 1/2hr commute everyday. it leaves me no time for my family, which is by the way, sam, two dogs and three guinea pigs. hah.

sam and i are living in a house together.. we still have rocco (rottweiler) and furio (australian shepherd mix).. and the pigs..

it's hard doing the "full-time working" thing. yes, the money is great.. but it's not good enough to miss out on 12 hours a day, 5 days a week (including driving).. it's killing me.

i miss my friends.. sam and i have friends, but yet i've lost so many friends. i try to call ali and make plans, but they never seem to work out (i don't really think she's interested).. kasey came into town (but i was too drunk to drive and now i can't get ahold of her).. and it turns out, she has come to asheville before and hasn't even called me.. it's so funny how friendship just kinda withers away.

vicky and i never talk, and i've lost her phone number.

it makes me sad to think about. i see holly every few days at earth fare, and i sadly think about how we used to be such great friends, and she was truely a great friend..

life can be so sad.

i don't know what else to say. i saw bob dylan last week .. he was amazing, just as i expected. i went with cassidy and sam.. my two best buddies! we drank beer and stood up and yelled for bob dylan as loudly as possible..

and, he played MASTERS OF WAR.. and nobody freaked out, but i was totally freaking out. what a political statement to make! people have no appreciation.

anyway, i don't want to sit here and think about old times and be sad anymore.. i'm not that same girl. the other day someone said to me, "you're one of the most positive people i know".. anyone who knew me two years ago would've said the exact opposite. i have changed a lot.. and i'm hoping it's for the better.

anyway, kasey -- PLEASE call me. i really want to talk to you and see you so badly. i feel like it has been fifty years since i last saw you. remember, snow scream ice cream at ali's house!

and vicky -- e-mail me your phone number (blairandsam@hotmail.com).. i lost it, and sam and i are planning a trip to florida.. and i'm not coming unless i get in touch with you.

tangled up in blue..
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