Aug 08, 2005 20:43
totaled my car a couple of weeks ago.
flipped it four times.
sam broke his nose & cracked a rib,
i'm okay.
i bought a 2004 dodge stratus ES. it started having transmission problems 3 days later.. now dodge rented me a brand new magnum. it's nice, but i want my own damn car.
i'm a manager at ann taylor now. it's a good job.. it feels nice to make a good amount of money, but it doesn't feel nice working 40 hours a week. oh well.
sam and i are moved out. we kept one of the puppies.. his name is furio. he's adorable. we're still trying to find a home for the last puppy.. i'm attached to him, but i can't keep him. know anyone in asheville looking for a puppy?
i've been sad the last few days. thinking a lot about friendships lost.. about my past, not that i miss it.. but just that i wish i could have told myself, "things will get better."
still have 3 guinea pigs. hoping to adopt one more.. i want to adopt a lethal white (guinea pigs born without eyes/hearing/etc). i feel better making a difference in the lives of my guinea pigs. i know it sounds cheesy, but they went from being unwanted, to being the most loved creatures in the world. sam and i are going to start fostering pigs in a couple of months.
what else is there to say?
we live in a
world of
secrets
all eyes open,
we watch from
cracked blinds
for darkness
to creep in
from the outside,
we are scared for tomorrow,
for bars infront of our eyes,
caged,
we sing for the future,
in hopes that it will bring
better days.
(i do not write anymore. the writing has escaped me. i write ocassionally because i still get the "itch." i miss being "blair the dramatic writer".. minus the dramatic part)