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it's been a long time since i've updated..
yesterday at 5AM.. wrinkles died. for those of you who don't know me well, wrinkles is my dog.. she was 9 years old. she was a beautiful and amazing dog.. 95 pounds, shar-pei mix.. and she died of lymphoma. my grandma was there with her, but i just know that nothing is going to be the same without her. we're going to spread her ashes around the creek in our backyard.. this summer is going to be so lonely without her around.. i can't even imagine a house without her in it, no barking, no everyday hour long walks, drives in the car to see cows [HER FAVORITE].. :[
sam and i are still dating! but i think you can count on that for the rest of our lives, because i've never been happier in a relationship.
i'm failing horribly in school. i stopped taking my antidepressants and i guess i just reached the point where none of it felt worth it. it makes me mad because i know i'm not stupid and i know i could do well if i really applied myself.. but this year has just been too much for me. i don't really do anything anymore except the things that i have to do, like work. i spend all of my time with sam and we try to do things to make me happy, but i know i just need a break from school and some time to emotionally repair myself.
cloe is becoming a great little guinea pig. well, maybe not so little. she's growing fast because she eats like a PIG. every day she gets at least one cup of fresh salad, and she's quite spoiled so the salad can include: baby spinach, baby romaine lettuce, pear, parsley, kale, and cucumber. she's a picky guinea pig, so she doesn't like carrots.
sam and i are about to build her a very awesome cage... the one she has now is big, but it's the biggest at the pet store, and we're planning to get a new guinea pig friend for her, so it just won't cut it.
we're building this cage, basically. it's HUGE, so we might build it a little smaller..
it's time for me to go wake up sam so i can go eat some breakfast at his house before work.. i love you baby.. i'm sorry for the recent fighting.. just know that things will be better this summer when i'm stress free [BUT WAY TOO FAR AWAY FROM YOU.. the 20 minutes will kill me..].. and that i'm always willing to make things work with you. we're meant to be, and thats just how it is. you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.. nobodys hand has ever felt so right holding mine, and no other person has made me feel as safe as i know i am in your arms. you are absolutely AMAZING and absolutely MINE. and i absolutely LOVE YOU my choobles, bo-deese, guinea pig daddy.. <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
yesterday at 5AM.. wrinkles died. for those of you who don't know me well, wrinkles is my dog.. she was 9 years old. she was a beautiful and amazing dog.. 95 pounds, shar-pei mix.. and she died of lymphoma. my grandma was there with her, but i just know that nothing is going to be the same without her. we're going to spread her ashes around the creek in our backyard.. this summer is going to be so lonely without her around.. i can't even imagine a house without her in it, no barking, no everyday hour long walks, drives in the car to see cows [HER FAVORITE].. :[
sam and i are still dating! but i think you can count on that for the rest of our lives, because i've never been happier in a relationship.
i'm failing horribly in school. i stopped taking my antidepressants and i guess i just reached the point where none of it felt worth it. it makes me mad because i know i'm not stupid and i know i could do well if i really applied myself.. but this year has just been too much for me. i don't really do anything anymore except the things that i have to do, like work. i spend all of my time with sam and we try to do things to make me happy, but i know i just need a break from school and some time to emotionally repair myself.
cloe is becoming a great little guinea pig. well, maybe not so little. she's growing fast because she eats like a PIG. every day she gets at least one cup of fresh salad, and she's quite spoiled so the salad can include: baby spinach, baby romaine lettuce, pear, parsley, kale, and cucumber. she's a picky guinea pig, so she doesn't like carrots.
sam and i are about to build her a very awesome cage... the one she has now is big, but it's the biggest at the pet store, and we're planning to get a new guinea pig friend for her, so it just won't cut it.
we're building this cage, basically. it's HUGE, so we might build it a little smaller..
it's time for me to go wake up sam so i can go eat some breakfast at his house before work.. i love you baby.. i'm sorry for the recent fighting.. just know that things will be better this summer when i'm stress free [BUT WAY TOO FAR AWAY FROM YOU.. the 20 minutes will kill me..].. and that i'm always willing to make things work with you. we're meant to be, and thats just how it is. you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.. nobodys hand has ever felt so right holding mine, and no other person has made me feel as safe as i know i am in your arms. you are absolutely AMAZING and absolutely MINE. and i absolutely LOVE YOU my choobles, bo-deese, guinea pig daddy.. <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333