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thursday is my birthday. my grandma bought me tickets to see jewel this wednesday & to see ani difranco this summer. i'm so excited!
i've been stressing out over money. but i started my job a week and a half ago at annabelle's hostessing. it's the most boring job ever. the only people who come in usually come in for the bar, so i just sit there for hours and stare at the front door. i'm getting paid $7.25 an hour to stare at a door and seat about 10 guests. amazing.
i can't wait to have some extra money. sam and i have been working so hard but it feels like it will never pay off. but we both know that it will. in another week or two, we'll have money. i'm gonna take sam to red lobster and then we're going to mount mitchell! that's gonna be my celebration for not being broke anymore.
i love sam so much. everything about him seems so perfect to me. i love waking up in the middle of the night with our legs all wrapped up, when i can feel him breathing next to me. he makes me so happy. i don't know where i'd be without him, but i never want to be there. he's so amazing. we have fun just doing nothing. watching the sopranos, curb your enthusasiam, all kinds of movies, driving around, watching splinter and his cats, just sitting around and talking.
when i think back to all of the relationships in my life, and all of the pain they brought me.. i'm so THANKFUL. for all of the learning experiences, for all of the pain that brought me right where i am today. sure, i don't really understand why i ever cared about some of these people.. but i did, and theres no changing that.. but everythings different now. i'm in love! and it's actually working out.. and it feels perfect! it's like floating on a cloud.
i've got the shopping craze inside of me. grandma took me shopping and i bought a pair of anne klein tan heels, a silky skirt, a white skirt and a necklace. somebody set me free in the mall and just give me $5000!! oh, why can't i be rich?!
soon we'll be rolling in money. i just know it. we're gonna work our asses off. and if we work hard enough.. there will be plenty of money. i've just got to pay so many people back, and then we can start saving up some money. i don't want to have to dig around for change to buy gas EVER AGAIN.
time to go kiss my sweetie.. he kisses me back while he's sleeping. :] i love you sam!
i've been stressing out over money. but i started my job a week and a half ago at annabelle's hostessing. it's the most boring job ever. the only people who come in usually come in for the bar, so i just sit there for hours and stare at the front door. i'm getting paid $7.25 an hour to stare at a door and seat about 10 guests. amazing.
i can't wait to have some extra money. sam and i have been working so hard but it feels like it will never pay off. but we both know that it will. in another week or two, we'll have money. i'm gonna take sam to red lobster and then we're going to mount mitchell! that's gonna be my celebration for not being broke anymore.
i love sam so much. everything about him seems so perfect to me. i love waking up in the middle of the night with our legs all wrapped up, when i can feel him breathing next to me. he makes me so happy. i don't know where i'd be without him, but i never want to be there. he's so amazing. we have fun just doing nothing. watching the sopranos, curb your enthusasiam, all kinds of movies, driving around, watching splinter and his cats, just sitting around and talking.
when i think back to all of the relationships in my life, and all of the pain they brought me.. i'm so THANKFUL. for all of the learning experiences, for all of the pain that brought me right where i am today. sure, i don't really understand why i ever cared about some of these people.. but i did, and theres no changing that.. but everythings different now. i'm in love! and it's actually working out.. and it feels perfect! it's like floating on a cloud.
i've got the shopping craze inside of me. grandma took me shopping and i bought a pair of anne klein tan heels, a silky skirt, a white skirt and a necklace. somebody set me free in the mall and just give me $5000!! oh, why can't i be rich?!
soon we'll be rolling in money. i just know it. we're gonna work our asses off. and if we work hard enough.. there will be plenty of money. i've just got to pay so many people back, and then we can start saving up some money. i don't want to have to dig around for change to buy gas EVER AGAIN.
time to go kiss my sweetie.. he kisses me back while he's sleeping. :] i love you sam!