May 08, 2005 22:05
Prom is over and I think I am sickish. I think I have an ear infection (again). I drove home from David's in a sleep-like haze. Probably not a good thing, but still. Went to Bi-lo and bought smoothie making materials. That turned out okay, but led me to the ultimate realization that what I really wanted was scrambled eggs. Unfortunately, we have no eggs in the house, and so I am here at 10:06 starving and wishing the English exam Part II wasn't tomorrow morning.
I am happy that I only have to go to school one day during the next two weeks, but sad that school won't be over for a few more.
Prom was way fun. Everybody in the Alina party looked soooooooo hot. Last night I had many of those moments that made me glad to still be in high school, and made me kind of sad-like that I will be seeing none of these people next year (except David! And Emily when she comes to visit! And I will of course be visiting Emily and Alina because that is just way too much hotness in one small dorm room to pass up!) But David is still the hottest prom date ever (especially in banana, rawr!), and I <3 my Emily especially much, and Scott as well....we had the ultimate prom carpool.
As my high school career is winding down, I find myself wishing I had gotten to know certain people better. I have an ever-growing disappointment in one certain person, but I am TRYING to just drop it and not worry about it and forget it forever! I won't let you knock me down anymore.
I want all of my happy college things to come in the mail. I want to go run around outside. I want to go to the beach and stay up late and watch movies and have meaningful conversations. I can't wait.