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So..pretty much everything in my life is annoying me right now.
Friends, family, school, stugo, nhs, work...
And I've stopped having fun.
So I'm pretty much wasting life away for what?
a good G.P.A.?
a full ride that is practically non-existent?
a tassle on my cap?
the memory of missed football games and float parties to write papers?
to prove to other people who I may never see again and who really don't care how good I am?
I lost myself in the frenzy. I no longer have fun, I'm no longer happy, I'm working myself to the point of being sick and FOR. WHAT.
All of this won't matter in 5, 10, 20 years.
None of this will matter next year.
I'm a bitch to everyone. Friends, family, school, stugo, nhs, work...
Good-bye, 4.00.
You're not worth it.
Friends, family, school, stugo, nhs, work...
And I've stopped having fun.
So I'm pretty much wasting life away for what?
a good G.P.A.?
a full ride that is practically non-existent?
a tassle on my cap?
the memory of missed football games and float parties to write papers?
to prove to other people who I may never see again and who really don't care how good I am?
I lost myself in the frenzy. I no longer have fun, I'm no longer happy, I'm working myself to the point of being sick and FOR. WHAT.
All of this won't matter in 5, 10, 20 years.
None of this will matter next year.
I'm a bitch to everyone. Friends, family, school, stugo, nhs, work...
Good-bye, 4.00.
You're not worth it.