dear god

[justlikefrank]

its been months since i've updated this shit
i almost feel bad at this point
being at home and getting savagely drunk will do that to you
especially when you read through entries from nearly two years ago
i wonder..if any of you old lj friends are out there, comment. lemme know.
but that is neither here nor there.
its odd.
i feel bad for falling out of contact with so many people.
i feel bad for changing so much.
but at the same time, i have never felt better.
i have honestly never been more contented with my lot in life.
maybe its a vicious livejournal thing
the less you have to bitch about, the better your life has to be.
who knows.
all i do know is that life is wonderful.
while kurt vonnegut best said it in slaughterhouse five by saying "so it goes" to the point of getting it branded on my arm,
his second best quote for me must be this one...
"I urge you to please notice when you are happy, and exclaim or murmur or think at some point, 'If this isn't nice, I don't know what is.'"

this quote has been getting to me more and more
and i think most people miss this.
but again, this is neither here nor there.
but merely, inbetween everything.
goodnight,, and see you soon.