i shall not love, but i will still sing about it

[justlikefrank]

the only question i have anymore is just what the hell am i doing?
i just dont get it anymore.
everything i do turns out pretty miserable.
i cant honestly remember feeling satisfied with myself.
at least without drugs or alcohol.
disapoinment is routine
which is terrible considering the promise this place once had
everything at school made me happy in one way or another
ive just fallen into a life of complacency
and cant fucking stand it.
its always the one thing i want
i cant ever have.
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