you say you love me, well i may have your heart, he has your body....
"At some point in the night, I remembered the promise I'd made to myself early this morning -- that I would never make him see me shed another tear for you know who... Instinctively, I knew that the new tear in my heart would always ache. This was just going to be a part of me now. Time would make it easier -- that's what everyone always said... 'If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger'... And I know who I can't live without."
I didn't realize how much this book reminded me of real life when I read it the first time
but the first time I read it, I hadn't made the decision that I've made now.
For a long time I wondered if I made the right one
But now I know.
Maybe I'm dumb
and most people will say yes, because I'm far too young.
But to know that when I wake up and he's next to me
and that it puts the biggest smile on my face that I've ever had
Knowing that I can make his day a little better
Just because I don't yell at him to wake up like his parents,
that's how I feel. that's love. atleast to me.
he is my world.
I can't believe I ever hurt him.
and as Bella Swan says,
I will do anything in my power to make it up to him
and I will never hurt him again because he doesn't deserve it.
On another note,
I can't believe how complete I feel with 3 friends.
Honestly, guys, maybe you'll think I'm a psycho,
but I love you to death.
It sucks that I pushed them away during school
but to know they still care, despite the things I've done,
is amazing. I don't know what I'd do without them.
I haven't felt right in a very long time,
and they've helped me to feel like people do care about me.
I haven't felt so complete in a very long time.