Jan 05, 2011 21:32
about an hour ago or so, i decided to make a pan of lasagne. i wanted to make something to freeze for suppers next week, since classes start and i work until 5. i know i will come home and not want to cook.
UNI didn't release our extra funds today like they said they would. so i haven't been over to the bookstore to get my German text. it's the only one that i couldn't get from amazon. or any other textbook site. oh well. guess that gives me an excuse to go buy another pair of UNI sweats. lol
i went to KMart tonight and did some post Christmas shopping. Got 3 shirts that were on clearance. something nicer to wear other than t-shirts. i figure i better get something that looks nice and not just sloppy that i usually look like. i got out my jeans again too. luckily i still fit in them. my weight has shifted so much to my thighs and legs, that i didn't think they would fit me. still makes me look all bumpy and lumpy but oh well. i start water aerobics in a couple weeks. i am looking forward to that. maybe my weight will shift again and that means come off. lol i am still looking into the weight loss surgery. i have an appointment on the 17th with the surgeon and the other staff people. i am not sure if my insurance will even cover it or not. still haven't called. i probably should. see what i need to do to get approved.
i haven't talked much to Angie about it either in therapy. i mean we have talked a few times, but she is leary. she has had some clients who have had such a hard time after the surgery. i also know a few folks who have done incredibly well too. it's so hard to judge how it will effect me. i think i will be ok. i am in a good spot and have been doing well for quite awhile now. the depression and anxiety has been so much better. i feel good. life is really ok right now.
so...on and on I go...