Mar 24, 2005 10:10
So here is the deal with Chris and I. There isn't one. I thought chris was the good christen boy that i was looking for, but, he wasn't. Once getting to know him, i learned we are not the same level spirtilly. So, i told him what i want in a person and how i don't want to be with him because i don't need someone who is going to tempt me and take away my purity. It was hard because i really liked him but, it was what had to be done. We just stopped talking and i'm ok with that.
I just figure that gods wants me to focus on loving him. God will bring me that perfect guy that i have always wanted when he thinks its time. And i can wait. i want to wait. There is no reason to rush life.