Doody

[justjill]

I feel like doody. I was doing real well and I don't know what happened but I really feel like crap right now. My head, stomach they don't want to cooperate... I just want to sleep... I'm not even hungry or anything normal. I just kind of ache all over and I'm very very cranky. It would make more sense if I were PMSing but it isn't the right time for that. I do feel like I want to cry, I did that a little bit yesterday. I need help... would like help... but I don't know what kind of help I need or how to get it and I don't have any money. That brings up work, the job, I have to go because I really need the money, but that just makes me feel trapped which in turn makes me feel worse.

I don't know why I'm writing this... I guess I thought it might make me feel a little better and I guess it does a little.

hmph