Feb 10, 2005 18:07
I feel like SHIT . . . In Foods Class Derek put the nazi sign on one of Erin's cookies . . . and she's Jewish . . . so of course she was offended . . . and when she told me about it I said "Well...maybe he didn't know?" (I did NOT mean he didn't know what it stood for or what it symbolizes to Jews, Poles, and many other victims of the holocaust . . . I meant that he wouldn't have drawn the nazi sign if he knew Erin was Jewish . . . at least I don't think he would . . . ) During gym I noticed that Erin had been increasingly quiet towards me so I walk over to her and she's ignoring me and letting me know she's pissed at me . . . so i asked her at first she wouldn't say but then i was like well if it's something i did i'd really like to know so that i can fix it...she told me...basically she thought that i was defending him and that i didn't think it was a big deal because I "didn't go from a school that was all Jewish to a school where everyone made fun of you for being Jewish" and she's absolutely right...i don't...but that doesn't mean I accept it...I'm just the kinda person who doesn't like to see anyone i care about worked up about something...so i usually try to either put a lighter spin on the situation or try to think of a possible POSITIVE reason for whatever happened that upset that person in the first place...and i feel terrible that she even thought for one second that i would defend that kind of behavior....1.) Erin's one of my closest friends and I would never purposely do something to offend her, 2.) My family's Polish and Poles were killed during WWII many for hiding and/or helping Jews escape the Nazis, and 3.) my parents have raised me better than that... i was only trying to not increase how upset she was about it...but i prolly made it worse:-\ Erin...If you're reading this I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry and i hope you realize it...best of luck on saturday!
Have you ever...
Hit someone forcefully: Yes
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": Haha yes
Thrown anything at a moving car: No
Been in a fist fight: No
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes
Hit an animal in the road? No
Other
Who do you sit with at lunch: Rebecca, Erin, and Briaana
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: he's cute.
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: Valentine's Day isn't here yet but even if it was i know i'm not gonna get anything special from anyone:-\
Favorite shoes you own: my chucks.
What color would you dye your hair: i have no idea?.
Who are your closest friends: Lauren, Erin, Kim, Jeff, Cristen, Brian, Matt, Brian.
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: u always want what u can't have.
Favorite TV show: Friends, till it ended.
Make-up or none: most of the time i go natural...but i like to add eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow and lipstick sometimes.
Do you believe we landed on the moon: yes.
What are you wearing now: Jeans, T-shirt, socks
What song is stuck in your head: none
Junk...
How old are you mentally: About 3.
Describe yourself in 5 words: short, chubby, single, loyal, bilingual, and loving
Do you dream at night: Yes
Do you remember your dreams: Sometimes
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: One.
Do you like school: No.
What's your fave subject: volunteer?
Do you have a best friend(s): Yes
Do you have a religion: Yes
Do you practice it: I guess, I go to church, but I'm not really that religious.
Does death scare you: not really i know i'll die eventually i'm just scared about my loved ones
Do you watch tons of tv: No
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: Twice.
Do you read magazines: Sometimes.
What's your fave band: 2 many
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: Disturbed, Godsmack, 3 Days Grace
Do you wear makeup regularly: No.
Are you a saver or a spender: SPENDER
More Junk...
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most: Erin, Lauren, Kim, Brian S., and Matt.
Can you live without the microwave: I guess so
Who's phone number are you hoping to get: don't really care
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: My friends and a special guy out there....
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: pasta Football or rugby: Football, never played rugby.
What's something you ALWAYS have on you: cell phone.
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: Who cares?
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex: idk just chillen drivin around with no place to go
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? that i was beautiful/pretty/hot (even though i don't think i am)
What's your favorite fast food restaurant: Burger King
Favorite book: DeVinci Code
More Junk...
Did you read Fear Street books: No.
How about Sweet Valley High: No.
Babysitter's club: used to
Goosebumps: used to.
Favorite show on Nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good): Are You Afraid Of The Dark, All That, Clarissa Explains It All, Figure It Out, Rugrats
Do you like anyone: maybe...?
If so, who: .
Favorite cereal: anything w/marshmellows and a prize!
Favorite 80's television show: born in 87...
Do you think The Grinch starring Jim Carrey was a waste of money: No.
What do you want for your birthday this year: i want all my friends and me to go to lake geneva and have dinner at Popeyes
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: Lion King
What movie do you hope you never see again: idk...some movies are good but are too "heavy" to watch more than once
What's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at: Popeyes (not the fast food one) and Olive Garden.
What is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it: throw up, bird shit, dead bugs
Do your clothes match: yup
Did you have a bike with a banana seat: No.
Could you ride it: --
Have you lived in the same house your entire life: No.
What was the last song you heard: Green Day...Broken Dreams
Find anything good on sale lately: MY SKIRT
If you won the lottery, what would you do: 1.) pay off parent's debts, buy parents a house, spoil my friends, buy 10 getman shephards, a big house, and a custom corvette.
How old is your Tomagotchi: i haven't had it forever1
Ever seen a Beatles film: No.
Happy with your life: it's alright:-\.