Still loving him...
I have loved you for so long now, I can't remember not loving you. When I am with you, I am happier than I ever remember feeling. You make me feel cared for and secure, like we really could be just what each other needs. Being with you is comfortable. Being away from you is agony.
My brain tries to tell my heart and my body to relax and be patient. But my heart and my body just want to be close to you. As close as possible, as often as possible. Within reason of course, but maybe not...my heart and my body aren't all that logical, but my brain is a (small) part of this equation so I do know I have to be reasonable.
I feel like I have been waiting forever for the tiniest glimmer of hope for us and Sunday night I felt like I got it. I don't know how to keep myself from overflowing. I feel like a soda bottle that's been shaken up and the cap loosened. I'm ready to explode with emotions and excitement but someone is still trying to keep the cap on. Idk. I'm so full of anxiousness. Nervous energy
You said you didn't want me to sign up for match... You said you think you have reconsidered when I said that last year you said you wanted to be single and asked if you've reconsidered that...I just wish I knew more about what you are thinking. Cuz I know exactly where I stand. I love you Mike.
My brain tries to tell my heart and my body to relax and be patient. But my heart and my body just want to be close to you. As close as possible, as often as possible. Within reason of course, but maybe not...my heart and my body aren't all that logical, but my brain is a (small) part of this equation so I do know I have to be reasonable.
I feel like I have been waiting forever for the tiniest glimmer of hope for us and Sunday night I felt like I got it. I don't know how to keep myself from overflowing. I feel like a soda bottle that's been shaken up and the cap loosened. I'm ready to explode with emotions and excitement but someone is still trying to keep the cap on. Idk. I'm so full of anxiousness. Nervous energy
You said you didn't want me to sign up for match... You said you think you have reconsidered when I said that last year you said you wanted to be single and asked if you've reconsidered that...I just wish I knew more about what you are thinking. Cuz I know exactly where I stand. I love you Mike.