I am so fucking sorry
All the lines are blurred. I can not tell if it from my doings or the endless tears that cast these distorted images. I am torn. I am lost. The harder i try to climb the mountain, the harder i fall when i realize no one is out there to grab my hand at the top. I am sick of thinking that people are really good. How can i believe that anymore. I am not even good. I am a fucking bitch and i am so fucking sorry. But you know what, i think you made me this way. When people raise your expectations and make you think your dreams are attainable, and leave you no where, I am sorry but what else am i supposed to do. Trust again? Believe again? I have been hurt so many fucking times, and i cant bare it anymore. Let me fucking hurt you for once. I am so fucking sorry but thats what i want. You know this is how the world is. A bunch of idiots out there hurting one another. I dont care who you are, or who your with, Someone is going to hurt you. Everyone is going to hurt you. So grab a box of band-aides babe, becuase everyone is carrying that knife ready to stab you in the back. I am sorry the world has to be like this. I am so fucking sorry.