Club Q is having a grand opening, and who is the head dancer???? Oh thats right ... ME. Come if you can. It should be a blast.

Today I realized that yes, live for today with caution for what the future holds. It is not practical to rely on other people in order to accomplish the task that others are relying on you to complete. With that said, only promise what you can. Do not promise the world when you dont have nothing more than a one bedroom apartment to give. Dont ( Read more... )

I am not sorry for what I did. Actually everday I feel better about the latest path I have choosen. I just miss you being on the same path as me. I miss you. Call me ( Read more... )

The devistation of Katrina somehow really hit me today. I seriously was in tears. Each day, more and more bad news pours into our TV's and today was the day it poured in and touched my heart. So in response, I will be doing a 50/50 raffle at Detroits Club Gold Coast, performing as Jaqueline and most importantly supporting a great cause. If your ( Read more... )

Well the truth is, I am going back home. I am not happy here in a land where i thought dreams were right in your grasp. But you want to know the truth, My dreams were coming true right under my nose and i left. I left as an ignorant, selfish person. I am coming home a different person. Dreams just do not happen. There is a lot of hard work that in ( Read more... )

It is official. I am in California and today marks one entire week. It is amazing. Sure, there are a lot of things and people i miss back home, but everyday out here hold another adventure, and i am becoming more and more someone i like to be. You could not fathom how much i am enjoying life out here. It is most definitly a great start to a better ( Read more... )

One year ago tomorrow is going tobe the anniversary of me and ann and doug going to gold coast. It is also the year anniversary of me meeting mike. It is so odd. I never felt the way i felt about him with anyone, until last night. It took me a whole year to find someone that could make me feel like mike did. And of course i am leaving in what 8 ( Read more... )

All the lines are blurred. I can not tell if it from my doings or the endless tears that cast these distorted images. I am torn. I am lost. The harder i try to climb the mountain, the harder i fall when i realize no one is out there to grab my hand at the top. I am sick of thinking that people are really good. How can i believe that anymore. I am ( Read more... )

It is not that nothing has not happened. Heavens no. So much has happened, from moving the day i move to california to getting mugged at gun point. It has just gotten to the point in my life where i do not feel gratification from letting everyone know everything about me. I like that there is mystery. I have the people in my life that i need for ( Read more... )

Sunrise seems so far away after sunset.