Jun 19, 2007 15:35
So I'm at the library and there is this chinese guy sitting beside me and he is reading dirty stories in chinese and he's getting a little excited...
Okay good he's gone now.
Yeah so I'm kicking myself.
Like a million times over.
I've liked this guy kyle since november right?
But I haven't told anyone cause you know I thought it was just a crush and I didn't want to make it a big deal.
I realized how much I liked him when he started dating his girlfriend- or actually jsut before he did. And I was going to tell him. THen they were "going out". So they broke up a couple weeks ago and I found out about a week after wards. And I was going to ask him out today. But the WHORE (ex girlffriend) got him back before I could ask him out.
It's like maybe we aren't suppsosed to go out right now.
That's the only reason I can think of. Maybe we are supposed to go out in the furture just not right now. Like Ross and Rachel... Holy fuck I hope I don't have to wait ten years.
I know he likes me too- he told me friend Sam and Ben.
Shit.
I just wish he knew I liked him too.