Tired as Hell (if there is one)
I just finished working seven days in a row, six of them in a one pay week. After taxes the check will come out to about 1k. You know if we didn't have to pay for the slackers in the country, our taxes would be alot lower. Not holding anything against the people who are ill, can't work, and therefore don't ahve insurance. And those young people who are just starting out in life. For all the other idiots who like to mooch off the federal government; sooner or later, your gravy train is going to end. Time to get educated and get a job. Set an example for your kids.
Anyways, you're probably wondering why I worked so many days consequetively. Right now, I'm asking myself that same question. The answer is that a nurse in MICU hurt her back and needed a tech to help out. I always wished that there was someone to help me out when my back goes out. I'm praying that if I do this that, when my time comes for help, there will be someone to cover my back (pardon the play on words).
I've been angry with God lately. Things have been going on that I know I'm suppose to learn from (patient deaths especially) but I'd rather She/He find other ways to guide me down the Golden Path that bringing misery to a family. No matter how I shield myself, it does wear me down.
Alot of people are pulling for me in the upcoming clinicals. I've been studying like a madman but I have a huge case of test anxiety and I need to find a way to get over it so I don't freeze when I start to walk the wire. Any suggestions (besides alcohol, drugs and the usual studying tips)?
Anyways, you're probably wondering why I worked so many days consequetively. Right now, I'm asking myself that same question. The answer is that a nurse in MICU hurt her back and needed a tech to help out. I always wished that there was someone to help me out when my back goes out. I'm praying that if I do this that, when my time comes for help, there will be someone to cover my back (pardon the play on words).
I've been angry with God lately. Things have been going on that I know I'm suppose to learn from (patient deaths especially) but I'd rather She/He find other ways to guide me down the Golden Path that bringing misery to a family. No matter how I shield myself, it does wear me down.
Alot of people are pulling for me in the upcoming clinicals. I've been studying like a madman but I have a huge case of test anxiety and I need to find a way to get over it so I don't freeze when I start to walk the wire. Any suggestions (besides alcohol, drugs and the usual studying tips)?