Oh, poo.
I really enjoy being in control. In general. I mean, I'm not gonna lie, I like to know what I'm doing, have a plan, and get right down to doing it. I want the choices to be up to me. I think thats a good portion of why I like directing,a nd I liked teaching freshman when I was in high school. I like to choreograph, I like to do all that. Because I want to be the one to get it done.
So.... I don't have control at all over where we are going for grad school. I can't go take auditions and show off my portfolio and go wherever I want. I have to wait for Pete to find a place and get accepted. I have to WAIT. I freaking hate waiting. And I may not be able to go to grad chool wherever it is he chooses. And that kinda sucks. I'm having a hard time relenquishing all control over where I am going to be heading in a year. GAH!
So.... I don't have control at all over where we are going for grad school. I can't go take auditions and show off my portfolio and go wherever I want. I have to wait for Pete to find a place and get accepted. I have to WAIT. I freaking hate waiting. And I may not be able to go to grad chool wherever it is he chooses. And that kinda sucks. I'm having a hard time relenquishing all control over where I am going to be heading in a year. GAH!