I can't even explain what I'm feeling...
Today, I don't even know what to say I am. Today I get to see the Poptart Monkeys again. Which makes me happy on one hand. On the other most of my best friends are in Ohio. That makes me want to cry beyond belief. I miss them so much even though they have been gone for two whole days I believe. Well when they get home on July 6th or so. I am so going to have a party for them. Since I gave that note to Tearsa about David to give to him to explain and everything...I feel like an ass. That sucks too. I don't know what to expect. I don't know whether to expect him coming with me with open arms or the middle finger or ya know kiss my ass. I hope its the actual one that I want. I hope its with open arms. I actaully have been having a good feeling about it. I feel like I'm gonna get what I've always wanted. He is the best thing in the whole world to me. He tried to talk to Mindy to find ways to make me happy. He hates Mindy for what she has done to me and this family. That shows that he actually cares. The one person who I want to care about me and that showed me that he actually does and that just shows me so much...God I love him even though sometimes he can be an ass. Thats to bad...I don't really care about that right now. He was going to throw me a party. What does that say? He was gonna throw me a party because I have been so depressed lately. Does that show anything to you? It does me.
love,
Missy
talk later.
love,
Missy
talk later.