Yeah...

[justintime4him]

Today I went to the library and got a few books out and I finsihed half the book to the end of "Go ask Alice." The title is basically a lie you know because you can't ask her because she dies. Too bad...its her fault...drugs are bad...whatever though...Well today was fine except for this morning...I'm not crazy or depressed...not really any more...I just need my friends...I need to be fine with David...that is the only thing that is killing me and is making me cry now...I miss him and just need to tell him what I think and feel and see what he has to say...I know that he isn't the best at speaking his feelings like that but neither am I...I need to seriously talk with him...I don't like him...I want my best friend back and to not be annoyed with me. I miss him more then every one but Tearsa...lol...I want you guys back...I want to talk to them...I want to walk in the middle of the new street at two in the morning...I miss them...thats all I need...just them...I promise...Come home...PLEASE?

I'm feeling really sick...maybe I should eat something...I haven't eat in like...5 days...I'm sick...I even passed up cheese sticks...UGGGGHHH!! this sucks...bad
Love,
Missy