I've officially have tasted boredness...
Today...today was boring and I relized what I am feeling about everything. I will tell you about everything...
David-I love him more then everything and anything. He is most important and I would do anything to get him to keep for ever. He is my best friend no matter what has happened. He is the only one other then my grandparents who actually care about me. That just makes me love him even more. I love him sooo much I can't even tell you. I just wish he would see that...maybe he does. I feel bad about treating him like shit!!!
Tearsa-She is my other best friend. I feel bad about treating her like shit too. I really want to be her friend this time. She and David are the only ones who understand me and care. I love Tearsa...she is special some times and it might not show she cares but she does...I know it.[don't lie...I know you do]
Megan-I'm glad that she is my friend. She cares to but it sometimes it doesn't shows though. I know she does...I love her!!!My EXY!!!!
Jess and Heidi-Don't mind them.
Justin and Matt and Nate and Jeremy and Spencer and Chris and all my other buddies from my class-I love them they are going to always be there through everything. If I need to talk to some one. I love 'em!!!!
The rest-don't care!!!!!!!! Muhahahahaha
I need to focus on music and school A LOT more then I already am...I need to show Berthold that I can do it...I need to prove to him I can be section and be a good student at the same time. I know that I can too. I need to be more friendly and not argue all of the time. I need to start listening too. I'm not doing very well at it this time and right now even. It is sooooo hard with my mom and Greg and some of the other things that happen to me. I'm gonna do the best I can though. It is gonna be really hard. I know that if I get what I'm hoping then I think that David can help me with it all. I think that Tearsa can help me with that too. I am not very nice to be around and I know it...I'm gonna fix it though...you'll see it.
Love,
Missy
David-I love him more then everything and anything. He is most important and I would do anything to get him to keep for ever. He is my best friend no matter what has happened. He is the only one other then my grandparents who actually care about me. That just makes me love him even more. I love him sooo much I can't even tell you. I just wish he would see that...maybe he does. I feel bad about treating him like shit!!!
Tearsa-She is my other best friend. I feel bad about treating her like shit too. I really want to be her friend this time. She and David are the only ones who understand me and care. I love Tearsa...she is special some times and it might not show she cares but she does...I know it.[don't lie...I know you do]
Megan-I'm glad that she is my friend. She cares to but it sometimes it doesn't shows though. I know she does...I love her!!!My EXY!!!!
Jess and Heidi-Don't mind them.
Justin and Matt and Nate and Jeremy and Spencer and Chris and all my other buddies from my class-I love them they are going to always be there through everything. If I need to talk to some one. I love 'em!!!!
The rest-don't care!!!!!!!! Muhahahahaha
I need to focus on music and school A LOT more then I already am...I need to show Berthold that I can do it...I need to prove to him I can be section and be a good student at the same time. I know that I can too. I need to be more friendly and not argue all of the time. I need to start listening too. I'm not doing very well at it this time and right now even. It is sooooo hard with my mom and Greg and some of the other things that happen to me. I'm gonna do the best I can though. It is gonna be really hard. I know that if I get what I'm hoping then I think that David can help me with it all. I think that Tearsa can help me with that too. I am not very nice to be around and I know it...I'm gonna fix it though...you'll see it.
Love,
Missy