Oct 06, 2004 16:20
Ok...I'm going to say everything that I'm feeling. Jen and Jess I don't care at fucking all if you get offended or mad...I DON'T CARE...
I'm tired of you being so nice to us to our faces in front of other people...I don't care you're a fuck of ass holes who can go away...[by the way I'm looking for Bobby...] You then insult us in your journal...I don't care but you're gay and getting really old...I don't care if you're ever there again...I'm not going to fucking talk to you and I'm not going to unless I have to ever again...I'll confront you to your face if I feel necessary. I haven't so far. I will if I choose to. I want both DMs at once. I want you both bring the dirt laugh all you GOD damn fucking want. If you think that I'm mocking your beliefs you better fucking believe it. I can take care of myself and I don't need you guys...I have the three greatest friends I'll ever need. David, Tearsa, and Leslie are ten fucking times better then you could've ever been. They are always there and always going to be there...they are the best ever. Any way...you say that Tearsa and I shouldn't have been in this you're really really think that your brother shouldn't be in this. By the way that means Bobby too because this start between me and Jess and David just stuck up for me which she should've done...[thanks David] you never would have done that. He is a true friend and one who is so much better then you have ever been. SO go clean your fucking church. I'm not going to fucking trust either/any of you with any of the things that has happened between me and my dad and my mom. So screw off...the only ones who are going to know are the ones I told that they could know. None of you know how I'm feeling and you don't care...I don't care that you don't care and it hurts me that I feel like this because I feel like this pretty much all the time and you don't see it have the time...I'm never happy and why should I be...being dissed two days in a fucking row is what hurts...I don't care that you don'tcare it still hurts so kiss my ass...
I'm too sad to write any more right now...