Aug 29, 2003 13:59
Time has passed and now things seem to be better and worse. I'm able to talk to Jamie without getting jealous or angry. This has resulted in a much smoother relationship between the two of us. She's even sent me brownies in a beautifully done package w/ a heart warming note.
Then on the other hand, the people I actually come in contact on a daily basis. My dad, Zeke, and my sister. Zeke is being an asshole to my sister and subsequently it seeps down to me. My dad is still doing almost nothing of what he promises or persists. It's infuriating at times but it will be good to get out of here in a few weeks.
New destination, San Antonio. Can I strive again in that culturally rich environment... I think so. And after a few years maybe move to Austin and finish out my Business Marketing degree. So many plans. Make money. Make Internet Company Successfull. Buy Condos. Rent Condos. Go to College. START CAREER WITH PLENTY OF CAPITAL.
Good game capitalism... I'm a sucker for your lusty eyes, the American dream.