......help me

Oct 04, 2005 00:53

..... omg i had the craziest dream the other night i woke up screaming and all .... long story so hear comes that big one u guys wanted ... welll the whole day I questioned myself bout God ... which is something i do very little and i believed at the time that God is fake and the Devil is fake alll i believed in was Death (Grim Reaper) and the angel wich brought life (Dont know wut yet im still tryan to figure it out) but anyway i pondered all day and figured out that only death lived so I already had this awesome pic of death in my room ... (big poster ) and yea so when i went to bed that night i put my hand on the poster and said thanks Death for not taken me (it was the closest thing i had to the afterlife so i kinda believed in it) so it made it a lil real for me which is what i was looking for when i went to church so i went to be that night and shut off the lights which made it pitch black doors windows shut everything quiet and the poster of Death stairs at my bed and when i fell asleep i had this dream that I was lookin through Death's eyes and i saw me on the street and and every thing got real dark and stretch and realy freaky looking and i was terrrified and i couldnt escape and i had to sit there and watch this and like i was so freaked out and it lasted for like a minute and when you feel like ur about to die for a minute it seemed like an eternity ... then i woke up screaming and terrified and i couldn't move i was so scared and i like wanted to die right there and then i was so scared in my bed and i havent had a good nights sleep since wut do u think it all meant cuz i cant figure it out im like sleepin like shittin and goin to bed scared every night cuz of it comment if ya want on just what your thought was after reading this well g'night everyone...
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