Summary
Here's a quick summary of everything that happened following my previous post:
Immediately after I submitted that last post I ended up having to kick my dad out of the house for the night. My mom, who wasn't feeling very comfortable in the house insisted that the two of us also spend a night at a motel. We did that, I kept a watchful eye on things the next day and I was able to go to Little Rock for that night... which was a good break from things. Between that and the day my uncles came I had to talk to and comfort both of my parents a few times, I got my room packed, and everything seemed practically in order. The uncles came, we loaded a trailer with stuff for my room and for my mother's future apartment (hopefully). They spent the night and left in the morning. For the rest of the day I needed to do last minute packing for the car. There was a lot more crying on my mother's, father's and my part (as usual, out of everyone else's sight) and we were off. My dad couldn't control himself as we left that morning... he cried like a baby. In that one instant he was losing not only his son, but his wife (something I have nightmares about). The drive went well. We spent the night in my uncle's camper which he had parked in his driveway for us. The next day I moved into my dorm at ISU. I moved in and found myself alone in a strange state with thousands of people I don't know... away from the people I care about. I did different things there, met a few people and took some classes. Every day I think I see someone... I can't help it. There are certain people I can't get out of my mind. Oh well, everything's cool. I'll eventually love it up here. Right now I'm just living day to day.
I have no idea what exactly I just wrote but it should be more or less a brief summary of what's happened until now. It's mostly for me so that I won't feel bad about just jumping into more of dailyish log. If this stuff doesn't make any sense, I'm sorry... it's the end of the week and I'm brain dead. I may just watch some tv and go to sleep soon... I haven't slept very much recently and I'm exhausted. My roommate's visiting his family and girlfriend for the weekend and the rest of the hall's silent. What a Friday night.
Immediately after I submitted that last post I ended up having to kick my dad out of the house for the night. My mom, who wasn't feeling very comfortable in the house insisted that the two of us also spend a night at a motel. We did that, I kept a watchful eye on things the next day and I was able to go to Little Rock for that night... which was a good break from things. Between that and the day my uncles came I had to talk to and comfort both of my parents a few times, I got my room packed, and everything seemed practically in order. The uncles came, we loaded a trailer with stuff for my room and for my mother's future apartment (hopefully). They spent the night and left in the morning. For the rest of the day I needed to do last minute packing for the car. There was a lot more crying on my mother's, father's and my part (as usual, out of everyone else's sight) and we were off. My dad couldn't control himself as we left that morning... he cried like a baby. In that one instant he was losing not only his son, but his wife (something I have nightmares about). The drive went well. We spent the night in my uncle's camper which he had parked in his driveway for us. The next day I moved into my dorm at ISU. I moved in and found myself alone in a strange state with thousands of people I don't know... away from the people I care about. I did different things there, met a few people and took some classes. Every day I think I see someone... I can't help it. There are certain people I can't get out of my mind. Oh well, everything's cool. I'll eventually love it up here. Right now I'm just living day to day.
I have no idea what exactly I just wrote but it should be more or less a brief summary of what's happened until now. It's mostly for me so that I won't feel bad about just jumping into more of dailyish log. If this stuff doesn't make any sense, I'm sorry... it's the end of the week and I'm brain dead. I may just watch some tv and go to sleep soon... I haven't slept very much recently and I'm exhausted. My roommate's visiting his family and girlfriend for the weekend and the rest of the hall's silent. What a Friday night.