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[justini]

I'm real frustrated with the whole getting out of Nassau process. I'm doing this all by myself, and I'm not getting any help from any where, or any one. I've never done this before.. my applying process went something like.. filling out a Nassau app, handing it to Brodsky and him saying something like "Okay, you're going to Nassau Community," and then I was going to Nassau Community. I just want out. I've come to realize that everyone has moved on and up in life, and while at some points I have.. there are others where socially, I'm like right out of high school still. I've just graduated high school and haven't adapted to my friends going away to college yet, and that makes me absolutely miserable. I have no idea what needs to go where on this application shit, or if I need a high school transcript or a letter of reccomendation, or how I apply for scholarships, or any of this. For the most part, my parents, I believe want me in Nassau another year, although my mom believes it would be "good for" me to go away.. my dad thinks I may change my mind, drop out, and waste his money.. which would be absolutely outlandish, and unlike me. I just really want is someone to sit with me one day and say "THIS goes HERE.. and THIS goes HERE.." and then put a stamp on it.. and send it off.. and I suppose a month or so later get an acceptance letter or two back, in an ideal situation. I just want this done, and I want help, I'm asking for it. I need it. Because, I feel like if I color even slightly out of the lines on this one I'll end up in the rejection pile with no second chance. pleh.

AND my pictures arent working. boooo.
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