Here's to you...
You seem to be doing well, that's great. I'm happy for you. You seem to be growing up, that's good too. You still seem to have some issues, some things left unresolved. Unfortunately you turn a blind eye to them and let life go on. I can guarantee that's a bad way to solve problems, in fact, it isn't a way to solve them at all. I tried to talk to you, but you didn't return my call, that's cool, if that's the way you want to be, that's fine. I'll have you know that I still want things settled for good between us, but if you're going to be like this about it, then I guess I can say I don't give a fuck. I'm over it. I realize I wasted a lot of my time, I invested too much of my heart into something that wasn't real. I've come to terms with these things, I've moved on, I'm happy. God, for once in my life I am truly happy. So now I have to say...
HERE'S TO ME...
I am happy, and healthy. I care about life again. I have expectations, god, do I have expectations, finally. I don't get let down anymore. I get through the rough times and I'm better for it. I'm in love like never before, it's real this time. For once I can say that I care about someone just as much as he cares about me. It feels so good to know that. This is a relationship that is strong, and beautiful and real. REAL. I have waited so long for this and it's because of my patience and a twist of fate that things worked out. Funny how we play our cards and end up with the person we thought we couldn't have. Hmm... It's a good feeling. I have to say, I can't remember a time when I've been happier, and I hope that everyone reaches this point.
HERE'S To FRIENDS...
Friends may be in abundance, but true friends that know you just as well as you know you yourself, those are few and far between. Friends that finish your sentences, that know all your inside jokes. The people you turn to when times get rough. The people that understand you when you aren't being yourself. That can read you and figure out how you're feeling just by looking at you or listening to the tone of your voice. Those are the people you remember forever. I thank God for the friends that I have. My bestfriend is 100 miles away and she still knows what's going on in my life, and I know what's going on in hers. Things like that mean so much to me. I love you....all of you.
HERE'S TO FAMILY...
You know how family is supposed to stick together when times get rough, my family is the epitome of that. My mom's side that is. I'm thankful that I have them, they are always there for me to fall back on no matter how hard things get at school or at my dad's or just in general. I love my family very much and I'm not sure what I would do without them.
HERE'S TO SOLITUDE...
Being by yourself, no matter who's around, friends, family, boyfriends, or strangers, having time to yourself is also a key part of life. I know that I value the time I have to myself and prefer to not be mixed up in the chaos of the outside world from time to time. I like knowing that I can just be, and not need others to be around me. While loneliness is unfortunate, solitude is one of those things that I cherish, no matter how lonely it seems.
That's all for today. I feel better now that I've gotten this out. Keep Smiling!
HERE'S TO ME...
I am happy, and healthy. I care about life again. I have expectations, god, do I have expectations, finally. I don't get let down anymore. I get through the rough times and I'm better for it. I'm in love like never before, it's real this time. For once I can say that I care about someone just as much as he cares about me. It feels so good to know that. This is a relationship that is strong, and beautiful and real. REAL. I have waited so long for this and it's because of my patience and a twist of fate that things worked out. Funny how we play our cards and end up with the person we thought we couldn't have. Hmm... It's a good feeling. I have to say, I can't remember a time when I've been happier, and I hope that everyone reaches this point.
HERE'S To FRIENDS...
Friends may be in abundance, but true friends that know you just as well as you know you yourself, those are few and far between. Friends that finish your sentences, that know all your inside jokes. The people you turn to when times get rough. The people that understand you when you aren't being yourself. That can read you and figure out how you're feeling just by looking at you or listening to the tone of your voice. Those are the people you remember forever. I thank God for the friends that I have. My bestfriend is 100 miles away and she still knows what's going on in my life, and I know what's going on in hers. Things like that mean so much to me. I love you....all of you.
HERE'S TO FAMILY...
You know how family is supposed to stick together when times get rough, my family is the epitome of that. My mom's side that is. I'm thankful that I have them, they are always there for me to fall back on no matter how hard things get at school or at my dad's or just in general. I love my family very much and I'm not sure what I would do without them.
HERE'S TO SOLITUDE...
Being by yourself, no matter who's around, friends, family, boyfriends, or strangers, having time to yourself is also a key part of life. I know that I value the time I have to myself and prefer to not be mixed up in the chaos of the outside world from time to time. I like knowing that I can just be, and not need others to be around me. While loneliness is unfortunate, solitude is one of those things that I cherish, no matter how lonely it seems.
That's all for today. I feel better now that I've gotten this out. Keep Smiling!