my tattoo is not of batman.
i love being in love.
hahhha screw the F.L.T.
yeah tahts right, founder(funder?) and years long believer has resigned :P and it might just be the best decision i ever made ehh? HAHHAH!
today i spent hours looking through my pictures (baby to now) (theres like 8 million) and i miss everything! its so depressing! n my gma saved all the old pictures and letters i wrote/drew for her when i was like 7 and its so sad , ill never be taht cute again!
i love watching old tapes too, like of my preschool graduation.. man i loved preschool!
preschool (skip kindergarten and first grade) to like 5th grade were my glory years.
THESE years are my glory years too though its just a different kind of glory. lol
i miss my dad so MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes so freaking awesome, hes like a big me. like before he came back into my life (he left 3 months after i was born n returned at age 8) noone in my family or ppl who knew me understood why i looked or acted like i did but once they met my dad they were like OHHH tahts where ya get it from. we look and act exactly the same its insane. hes the fucking funniest craziest happiest guy ever. hearing my dad get in a car n say WHATS UP MY NIGGA!! is sumthing not many a people get to experience. or ur dad joining you to jump from bed to bed in a hotel room. man.
ill see him at the end of july though! wohoo! and chris will meet him!! Heckk yes. were all meetin up in new york for my bro's wedding. it shall be good
so this is a really randomly random entry but im random. its ok. i miss everysinglemotherfucking one of you. yes YOU whoevers reading this. i never hang out w anyone anymore. specially like ppl i met thru amber. or like laura and sarah, geeze! i miss my sober friends! theyre way better then most of my other ones. everyone deserted me after i got kicked out haha tahts ok.
im gonna shut up n go to bed. <3 me
hahhha screw the F.L.T.
yeah tahts right, founder(funder?) and years long believer has resigned :P and it might just be the best decision i ever made ehh? HAHHAH!
today i spent hours looking through my pictures (baby to now) (theres like 8 million) and i miss everything! its so depressing! n my gma saved all the old pictures and letters i wrote/drew for her when i was like 7 and its so sad , ill never be taht cute again!
i love watching old tapes too, like of my preschool graduation.. man i loved preschool!
preschool (skip kindergarten and first grade) to like 5th grade were my glory years.
THESE years are my glory years too though its just a different kind of glory. lol
i miss my dad so MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes so freaking awesome, hes like a big me. like before he came back into my life (he left 3 months after i was born n returned at age 8) noone in my family or ppl who knew me understood why i looked or acted like i did but once they met my dad they were like OHHH tahts where ya get it from. we look and act exactly the same its insane. hes the fucking funniest craziest happiest guy ever. hearing my dad get in a car n say WHATS UP MY NIGGA!! is sumthing not many a people get to experience. or ur dad joining you to jump from bed to bed in a hotel room. man.
ill see him at the end of july though! wohoo! and chris will meet him!! Heckk yes. were all meetin up in new york for my bro's wedding. it shall be good
so this is a really randomly random entry but im random. its ok. i miss everysinglemotherfucking one of you. yes YOU whoevers reading this. i never hang out w anyone anymore. specially like ppl i met thru amber. or like laura and sarah, geeze! i miss my sober friends! theyre way better then most of my other ones. everyone deserted me after i got kicked out haha tahts ok.
im gonna shut up n go to bed. <3 me