i don't pay enough attention to the good things when i got em

[justine0]

I am losing control of the situation, and although I am not a control freak in the slightest, this bothers me. I was supposed to have the upper hand, I was supposed to be the one in charge, and somehow that's all managed to slip away. I hate this. Time for something new, lest I forget.
Not everything is about you... except when it is. And whether it is or not is for me to know and you not to worry about.