May 10, 2005 13:48
hey hey
guess who
at a time like "spring" it's verry easy to sit back and enjoy the sunshine and experience all that is "life"
but at a time like "spring" it becomes even more clear to me how relevant every small fracture of importance each instance contains
it's like i'm some crazy 67 year old who can see back thew his years
but it's oposite, like i can see the future
the problem is that there is no problem
ha ha it sounds gay but it's so beautiful to me
with each season comes renewal and change but theres more to it than that . . .
its all about the actions of the people invloved in the different networks of space
the things they decide to do / promote / embrace, and the things they leave behind
life is not about determining these motions ( exclamation mark )
getting all wrapped up in the planning for a future so unforseen
always claiming that right now is not good enough and taking "control"
when in reality the real changes in life that end up being the most important are the ones that happen on a "whim" or occur "accidentally" or not to our expectations
this morning i woke up to "spring" and i found it to be quite breathtaking
this will be my year
this is the "spring" she was talking about