state my claim / hold my head high / make mistakes / at least they'll be mine
alright so life is fucked
but awesome at the same time
yesterday was wierd
the rents got home from vegas and we had family dinner
nobody really talked about anything and we all just ate
not only did i start my new job last week
but i also took it upon myself to complete the unfinished basement job i started 4 years ago
so all last week consisted of me woking 8 hours and then getting off the highway at home depo to start yet another job
lets just say it's almost done and looks fabulas
not only have i recieved EXTRA notice about my removal from the house
i haven't really recieved a "thank you" for my rediculasly skilled work
awesome
i had a rad conversation with my mom
i got to say a lot of things i never was able to say before
the house was empty the other night so i just barfed out a ton of words
i felt better about everything this past week
probably due to my reflection time while building
and the ability to have that conversation directly after
i doubt i still have a place to live tho
nobody ever thinks to ask me how i feel
sounds like all that work was for nothing
i think it looks great
*shrugs*
i'm gonna be living in a van down by the river
if you need to find me, call my cell or just show up at the bank the first of every month, i'll be there . . .
*shakes head*
lame
alright so TNBT is playing the dickens tonight
obviously a party and a half, guaranteed
be there cuz you know we'll all be there
somebody come with me to the mall to do my taxes this week
the like secret services will be after me if i don't
i've gotta claim for the last 2 years, yikes !
i miss a few people
but i'm starting to realize that there are reasons why these people arn't around anymore
i'm glad to say my friendship circle is lame free
so if you haven't taked to me in a few months
concider yourself lame and good riddance
ha ha
alright this post was hella huge and very personal
thanks for reading ( i guess ? )
but awesome at the same time
yesterday was wierd
the rents got home from vegas and we had family dinner
nobody really talked about anything and we all just ate
not only did i start my new job last week
but i also took it upon myself to complete the unfinished basement job i started 4 years ago
so all last week consisted of me woking 8 hours and then getting off the highway at home depo to start yet another job
lets just say it's almost done and looks fabulas
not only have i recieved EXTRA notice about my removal from the house
i haven't really recieved a "thank you" for my rediculasly skilled work
awesome
i had a rad conversation with my mom
i got to say a lot of things i never was able to say before
the house was empty the other night so i just barfed out a ton of words
i felt better about everything this past week
probably due to my reflection time while building
and the ability to have that conversation directly after
i doubt i still have a place to live tho
nobody ever thinks to ask me how i feel
sounds like all that work was for nothing
i think it looks great
*shrugs*
i'm gonna be living in a van down by the river
if you need to find me, call my cell or just show up at the bank the first of every month, i'll be there . . .
*shakes head*
lame
alright so TNBT is playing the dickens tonight
obviously a party and a half, guaranteed
be there cuz you know we'll all be there
somebody come with me to the mall to do my taxes this week
the like secret services will be after me if i don't
i've gotta claim for the last 2 years, yikes !
i miss a few people
but i'm starting to realize that there are reasons why these people arn't around anymore
i'm glad to say my friendship circle is lame free
so if you haven't taked to me in a few months
concider yourself lame and good riddance
ha ha
alright this post was hella huge and very personal
thanks for reading ( i guess ? )