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Should I take her off my Facebook or should I just stop looking at facebook? It hurts too much. Is humanity just a cause for pain for me now? Is living too late for me now? I want to go back but I can't so I want it to end. It is too hard to stop thinking of what could have beens and what I still want but can't have and not what I can try to do. I fear more failure and failure becomes more and more likely but with a harder drop and a thinner margin of error. There is no do overs and there is no way to stop or even slow down time.