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its been a couple since ive last been on here but it feels like a lifetime.I miss tashia alot still.Her brothers just left here and i was happy to see them.I have been trying to move on past her now though.Ive been letting cyndi come around alot now and i might give her another try.i know its failure just waiting but its worth one more i guess.i really wish things would have worked out with tashia.but she hasnt called or texted or emailed me in so many days that i dont even run to my cellphone any more.i just expect it to not be her.i dont know.im probably just being stupid.im not together with cyndi or nothing.because im not sure i want to be with her.i just wish things werent so fucked up now.my life was simple with tashia and now its all confused.well im off for now.later lj
justin
justin