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i dont really know what im doing anymore.Right now im just going day by day.Things are getting easier.i just wish things didnt happen the way they did.Still the same.tonight im going to relax and try to write another song.maybe this one will be pretty good.I need to get a karoake machine.i want to hear what i sound like.i hope good.i want a rock career.But at this point to be discouraged is only an everyday thing so it wont really hurt my feelings if i suck.I think im accepting things with tashia and im starting to cope.I found some old art books last night when i was rearranging my room.i might pick up drawing again.Maybe ill turn into a Renaissance man.who knows.life sure does fuck you up sometimes dont it?Maybe ill do some poetry tonight to.I sure do want to find the rest of my art books.im gonna look for them today.Well im off lj.i might be back on today its my moms birthday and im gonna be over here partying my ass off.
justin
justin