Jul 01, 2006 12:08
DAY 7
Well just another day in my life really.Tashia kept text messaging me last night trying to find out basically if i am with cyndi.Well she was basically trying to tell me i am with cyndi.Im as single as they come so its really goofy for her to try that shit with me.But it isnt like she has the room to talk.She is back together with her ex boyfriend.I dont want cyndi.All i wanted was to take care of tashia and our kids,by ours i mean my son and her kids.Im so mad at her and at the same time so mad about her.its a shitty situation.it seems like shes wanting me back, but dont know how to say it.That boy shes with is so nasty.i dont know if i could ever feel right with her again.Right now its only Noon,so i dont know what today is going to bring me.But frankly i dont think i care.Im to weak to care anymore.Im off for now, maybe ill update you tonight lj.~chao~
justin