Jun 30, 2006 11:55
day 6,
i thought things were going to work out with tashia.i really love her.she told me she lied about some shit last night that hurt me really bad.i dont know what is going on between me and her.i want her back so bad and i love her so much but i dont know if shes been lieing to me the whole time or not.last night also,cyndi and nikolas came over and stayed but i didnt sleep in the same bed with them.i got a army cot out and slept on it.i dont want to sleep in the same bed as another woman.i want to sleep in the same bed as my woman.i dont know if that will ever happen again but i know this.im going to love tashia till i die.rather shes ever with me again or not.im off to eat some breakfast.
justin