Oscar R.I.P 09/03/05
My Oscar... My oscar...
You were a true friend. I sit here and I cry and wipe the tears because i miss you sooo much. You meant so much to me. You were always by my side when i was down.
I remember when I first met you. Dad had brought you home from up north where we found you on a farm. I just got home from school when there you were in the garage where you were stinkin up the place buddy ;) I guess they fed you some deer guts and that was a big mistake! We finally let you in where you clinged to Brandon and I's side.
Everytime we'd hear a fire truck or police car, you'd be howling with them. Speaking of emergency trucks, I remember when I was working that one day when i stopped by and gave you a tour of us in the ambulance :)
When i was going through such a rough time with mom and dad you stayed right by my side. I remember every morning when you would come into my room and sleep with me. You'd stay right by my side and cuddle with me. I remember when i was home, you'd come right up to me and follow me into my room where you would lay on my bed and look at me the whole time. It meant soo much to me that you were there with me. You were the only who i could look forward to and talk to. I could just sit there and look right into your face and we could read each others minds. You knew i was feeling, i knew how you were feeling. We had a bond that no one else shared.
When I left the house, I missed you everyday. It sucked that i couldn't be there with you during all of this rough time you were going through. last week, i snuck back into the home to come visit you. I remember how happy and excited you were to see me. I missssseeeeeddd you soooo much and made me feel at ease to see you again.
I cannot believe how things can change so drastic. I cried when i heard you were not doing good. Today i found out that you took your last breath and it kills me that i could not be there to see you. I cry inside that you had to go through so much suffering. I am glad that i got that picture of you and I framed. It is in my room and i look at it all the time now. I love you oscar baby... Rest in piece, i love you sooo much and misss you so terriably right now. I just cannot hold back the tears i am shedding right now... i really can't... i still cannot believe your gone.. Oscar.. i hope we meet again.. Your in such a better place now.. you really are... Please promise me, even though your above me, you will always look out for me like you did when you were still here :(
hmmm
Somebody told me
you were not coming home
the words are spinnin' in time
and the air suddenly went cold
The sun is still shining
but everything feels like rain, oh
and if I had one wish
it would be to see you again
Nothing's fair
when we loose
without a moment to say goodbye
How come the world won't stop spinning
now that you're gone (now that you're gone)
I know every end has beginnings
but this one's all wrong (this one's all wrong)
so wrong, so wrong
Caught in the middle
wrong place, wrong time
and I'm hopelessly missing you
and I can't stop deny
Nothing's fair anymore
and I know there's a better place
and I'll never stop dreaming of you
ooooh
How come the world won't stop spinning
(now that you're gone) now that you're gone
I know every end has beginnings
but this one's all wrong (this one's all wrong)
so wrong, so wrong
How can the seasons keep changing
since you disappeared
oh yeah
(tell me) how come the world won't stop
how come the world won't stop
Sweet tears are shed
this pain we lay to rest
it's hard lettin' go
but I keep movin' on
in a place I don't belong
How come the world (stop spinning)
said now that you're gone
I know every end has beginning
said this one's all wrong
said this one's all wrong
(how can the seasons) keep changing
since you disappeared
oh, you're gone
you're gone
how come the world won't stop
how come the world won't stop
How come the world won't stop spinning
now that you're gone
yeah heya
I know every end has beginning
but this one's all wrong
so wrong
For everyone.. i am posting pictures of Oscar on yahoo for everyone to see... Http://photos.yahoo.com/abercrombieboi02
Rest in peace oscar.. It was a great 14 years :(