I'm sorry
I have to write this Journal to Kristin:
I am really sorry if I offended you or pissed you off or upset you in any way. I am sorry for accusing you. The only reason I did was because I thought that was the only reason Kevin could have found out. But I shouln't jump to conclusions. I do trust you and It's just hard for me because when I heard that he read my journal, I thought you were the only way he could've gotten it and that I couldnt trust you because you would tell him things. But I was wrong. I know I can trust you and tell you stuff and anytime I've needed to talk you've been there. You've never done anything to hurt me and I dont want you to hate me or to be mad at you because I do liek you and I've never hated you. I'm a very easily attached person and even if I am ever mad at anyone I dont stay mad at them. At first I didnt think it was a big deal, but hten I got really pissed off and blew everything up. I"m sorry. I hope everythign can be ok. ANd YOu can still read this, I dont have a problem with it. I just didnt want him to read it because its not stuff you want your older brother to read. ANd I dont need anyone to check up on me..I'm fine..If i need someone depending on the situation I'll go to my friends or someone older. I"m not one of those kids who hides things from their parents and doesnt tell them anythign. ANd I'm not gonan kill myself and I'm not depressed. Its just stuff I need to get out.. So I'm sorry.
As for my day today...though I had a late opening...I was extremely tired. No lax, but 2 meetings. Test tom. and a little hw. Wanna go to Grease tonight but I dont have money...ITs ok tho..I'm going tom. night and Sat. night. That's about it...and Kevin, I'm sorry. I know you're jsut looking out for me but all I want is for you to not read my life story. Ok..taht's all..
BYe
I am really sorry if I offended you or pissed you off or upset you in any way. I am sorry for accusing you. The only reason I did was because I thought that was the only reason Kevin could have found out. But I shouln't jump to conclusions. I do trust you and It's just hard for me because when I heard that he read my journal, I thought you were the only way he could've gotten it and that I couldnt trust you because you would tell him things. But I was wrong. I know I can trust you and tell you stuff and anytime I've needed to talk you've been there. You've never done anything to hurt me and I dont want you to hate me or to be mad at you because I do liek you and I've never hated you. I'm a very easily attached person and even if I am ever mad at anyone I dont stay mad at them. At first I didnt think it was a big deal, but hten I got really pissed off and blew everything up. I"m sorry. I hope everythign can be ok. ANd YOu can still read this, I dont have a problem with it. I just didnt want him to read it because its not stuff you want your older brother to read. ANd I dont need anyone to check up on me..I'm fine..If i need someone depending on the situation I'll go to my friends or someone older. I"m not one of those kids who hides things from their parents and doesnt tell them anythign. ANd I'm not gonan kill myself and I'm not depressed. Its just stuff I need to get out.. So I'm sorry.
As for my day today...though I had a late opening...I was extremely tired. No lax, but 2 meetings. Test tom. and a little hw. Wanna go to Grease tonight but I dont have money...ITs ok tho..I'm going tom. night and Sat. night. That's about it...and Kevin, I'm sorry. I know you're jsut looking out for me but all I want is for you to not read my life story. Ok..taht's all..
BYe